Thoughts

Bill Dixon
Thoughts
Recorded at Paul Robeson House – Bennington College, Bennington, Vermont on May 16, 1985
Bill Dixon – piano, trumpet, flugelhorn
Marco Eneidi – alto saxophone
John Bruckman – tuba
Peter Kowald, William Parker, Mario Pavone – double bass
I got to see and hear this ensemble minus William Parker in my last year at Bennington. What sticks in my mind most was intensity. From the first note to the last, this was an edge of your seat adrenaline crush of a concert. I also remember Peter Kowald’s physicality – a big, bald, brawny German dressed in black, he nearly consumed his double bass when playing. They very nearly looked like one thing.

I also remember a distinct sense of violence. Or maybe fury is a better word to describe the emotion that lit up the hall during the performance. I also distinctly remember how direct Peter Kowald was when he asked my then girlfriend back to her room. I think it was the next sentence after ‘hello’. Come to think of it, there was this violent sexual tension in the music and this night these musicians seemed to have everyone in their grasp. Intense.

The Paul Robeson House where this record was recorded has an amazing history which includes housing the first retrospective of Jackson Pollock’s paintings in 1952.

And this is Jennings which was home to The Black Music Division founded by Bill Dixon in 1973 (imagine this shot with Dixon’s Jaguar E-Type coupe parked out front and imagine how badass that was).

Jennings was like its own college within a college and while I never took a course with Bill Dixon (yes I have kicked myself), I met him a few times and found him intimidating (I think he liked that) and intense with a wicked sense of humor. A truly fascinating character. And if there’s any one record that reminds me of the Bill Dixon I was lucky enough to be around, it’s Thoughts.
I came across this quote by Piero Scaruffi and even though he’s talking about another recording, it applies:
His own trumpet was a magical device, that attained great emotional intensity with a trickle of notes. Melodies were hinted at, rhythms disappeared in rhythmic vacuums, harmonies disintegrated as they were created.
I intend to get all of Bill Dixon’s recordings over time, fill in the blanks and be thankful for the time I can spend just listening.
I do not, as a rule, do encores. When I have finished playing, I have indeed finished playing. I have nothing left; there has been no reserve. ~ Bill Dixon




































